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Quiet. Paranoid. Worried. Upset. Scare. Big responsibility. Huge figures. Lots of thinking. Right or wrong decision? Words to say to Judge, what to say? What will the final outcome be like? Able to face it strongly? Able not to cry in front of him and her? But all I know I'm able to wait!!
Whole day with my precious brother and his friend, Ash. East Coast for Bowling, Pool and bear catching. And he gave me one Elmo for me to keep! ^^ Loves it lots because it's like one and only one?
MR. E texted me, I didn't really reply. He called, I rejected his calls. I really don't know why I kinda dislike him but yet, sometime he is on my mind. What's happening? @.@
Then I thought about Z* when the clock strikes 0330 PM. I won't turn up because I've already given you two my blessings. And how badly I miss you, I won't let you to know. I know things between you two ain't going smoothly for you, but I hope every circumstances will bring both of you to each level and keep going strong. Hurt? Yes, I do. But as long you're smiling, I'll smile too.
Three more days to work and twelve more days to fear. Sigh!!~
I cry, inside my heart. My brother cry, inside his heart too.
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