FIRSTLY, SECONDLY AND LASTLY.

Firstly, my precious brother is out! Hopefully he'll change for a better person. Now keep looking rooms and house for my brother and mom to stay. Sigh. Stress up.

Secondly, I don't wish to mention names here. I don't own you anything. And whatever how you want to think about me. It's no longer important to me.

Thirdly, Sunday is just tomorrow! Can't wait. Going zoo with babylove. ((:

Now waiting for baby to done makeup!

Short Update

It's been a while since I update, yes, I know. Many many pictures to upload. Been busy with work and handling my brother's case. I miss him but I've to stand firm and strong. Sigh. Thanks baby staying by my side everyday. Baby, I love you many many!!

MT*1518

Later at 09:30 AM, I've to be brave and aware. I miss my precious brother so much thou!! And thank you Marcus for putting a smile on my face, shoo away my stressfulness and pressure. Shall see you tomorrow!! ^^

My favorite song, Groovy Kind Of Love by Phil Collins.





Could it be YOU?..

'HALO'

Met my brother and I'm supposed to be happy but just can't help feeling down.. Two more days, time pass just that fast!! Sigh.

• ROUGHLY ONE WEEK •

So far so good, working happily and meeting people. Boss still in Thailand, "Sa-wa-dee-ka~" Lol. He's coming back soon with his wife and son, can't wait to see my boss back in Roomful. Counting down to Saturday's Function at Roomful. Another new experience. Hundreds of people and it's all divers. Huge size and me the smallest size of all. Okay, duhh.

Just recall it's 26th now. E is sailing off. Sent him a message and glad that he made me smile again, like a silly kid. ((: Okay, I don't know what's up now but I know he's meeting me again when he's back to Singapore.

Wednesday after work, went to supper with Sunny at Bedok and I met my brother! Just nice we reach the same location at the same timing. I guess it's all fate. It's a fate for us to see each other again as I'm hung down by work. Now I believe there's fate. Thanks my little precious brother!

Recently can't sleep early and sleep well. Guess I need to go for a massage soon! I don't know what's wrong but it's a very terrible feeling. Almost everyday I wake up late for work. Terrible me!

Shall blog again and before I off to sleep, I'm happy to see Marcus dropped by Roomful, cheers!!
Nights!

1 WEEK OFF DURING NEW YEAR AND I'M DRINKING HAPPILY EVERYDAY! ^^

Okay, I know it's a very late entry. Pass one week entry. I had a hard time uploading pictures as I'm tapping wireless here. Anyway..

Back to CNY, CHU 2 updates.

Meet up with Baby XT & Jenny to Boat Quay. It's been a very long time since we three meet up and drink together. Raining Bar, two bottles of Martell, woots!! ^^ After that went to Dragonfly, another Martell.

zzz.. zi lian.

okay, ending off with my classic photo of me. thanks baby!
zzzz...

CNY, CHU 4 -

Powerhouse with Baby XT and Angela. Jenny last min couldn't come.

Friday -

Was out with my precious brother to T1 arcade and Playstation at Bedok while waiting for Angela to knock off. She brought me down to Sabai Sabai. Okay, kinda weird but at the end, I enjoy somehow. ((: Supposed to join Jenny to Double O but.. end up me back out. And stupid Jenny can't stop calling me and calling me darling. Wth. -_-"

Saturday -

Went back Bedok for family dinner and head down to Powerhouse as Grace meeting me there. Surprise, I was very sober. Martell, Hennessy, Jug, Tiger mixed with Martell by Junyuan. He can become bartender at Powerhouse already. Chey!

E was there too but I didn't talk to him at all, just felt like there's nothing to talk between us. He came down just to see me while he's having a high fever and I didn't really bother much about him. He disappeared the whole night after he gave me a drink. Anyway, heard from Grace that he's just finding a SMS mate and blah blah blah. I felt so bullshit with all his messages and all his actions. Sigh.

Still, single is the best for me. Nothing to bother and upset about. Free, easy, simple and happy!

Sunday -

Out with Grace and Suer to Town. Went over to Suntec find TH and played arcade. Fun, fun. End up, all of us was at Telok Blangha Crescent drinking Heineken and I'm home now trying to sleep for tomorrow work. Too slacken to work liao. Booos!! ><

MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY

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Quiet. Paranoid. Worried. Upset. Scare. Big responsibility. Huge figures. Lots of thinking. Right or wrong decision? Words to say to Judge, what to say? What will the final outcome be like? Able to face it strongly? Able not to cry in front of him and her? But all I know I'm able to wait!!

Whole day with my precious brother and his friend, Ash. East Coast for Bowling, Pool and bear catching. And he gave me one Elmo for me to keep! ^^ Loves it lots because it's like one and only one?


MR. E texted me, I didn't really reply. He called, I rejected his calls. I really don't know why I kinda dislike him but yet, sometime he is on my mind. What's happening? @.@

Then I thought about Z* when the clock strikes 0330 PM. I won't turn up because I've already given you two my blessings. And how badly I miss you, I won't let you to know. I know things between you two ain't going smoothly for you, but I hope every circumstances will bring both of you to each level and keep going strong. Hurt? Yes, I do. But as long you're smiling, I'll smile too.

Three more days to work and twelve more days to fear. Sigh!!~
I cry, inside my heart. My brother cry, inside his heart too.

UPDATES!

First day of New Year Eve 2010 -

Meet up with Jenny, WC and GuoQing. Movie at Cine, super at Chong Pang malay stall and home sweet home.



Sunday -

Jenny supposed to meet me, end up she back me out. I'll remember babe! ^^ Whole day was with my brother and we played arcade like no one business. Just wanna spent time with my be-love, precious brother. E text-ed me to join him at Boat Quay, Shin Bar. Jenny came down to look for me after her movie with Sam. 2 bottles of Chivas for the night!



It's heavy down pour right now. Guess it's god hinting me what will the outcome be. But then again, I'm still not prepare yet and dare not to face it later at 0230pm. I'm trying to be strong and not to cry again.. For the sake of my be-love precious brother, my mom, baby XT, Jenny and myself.

More to update, nights!