H.A.T.E. U | A Matter Fact I think I'm Moving Away~

I had not been feeling too good, somehow vomited out blood. Shiite feeling, bad bad. Anyway, I bought a cheap phone just for call and to sms. It's already good enough for me to contact my friends. (: And I'm broke now. Lucky Jenny told me Friday is our pay day. I'm so glad! Must clear my debts and I'll be free!!

Haven't heard from him for a day and I'm feeling empty somehow. Miss. No fun now, Jenny knows his name already. Chey!!

I was reading through my old blog and realize I've change a lot from the past me and Jenny told me that is the time we just become friend. We miss our past and boo to A&Z! "Thanks for wasting our time, our fate and our love. Thank you very muchhie!" - by Jenny.

Okay, this song, H.A.T.E. U by Mariah Carey keep lingers in my mind and love the lyrics.

Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
And you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
Held off every tear just stand up this way

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a loss cuz
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
oooh

This was a love that no one I know could explain
And I wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Want to pause it but I cant make it stay

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a loss cuz
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
oooh

No need to call my phone
Because I changed my number today
A matter fact I think I'm moving away (away)
Sorry the frustrations got me feeling a way
And I just keep having one lasting mistake
And I just want to hold you, touch you, feel you
Near you, I miss you baby baby (baby baby)
I am tired of trying to fake through
But there is nothing I can do
Boy I can't wait to hate you

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break these emotional changes
Seems like such a loss cuz I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that there's no place left to go
I cant wait to hate you baby
I cant wait to hate you baby
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