It's been long since I do design again. And I just did a design for Roomful of Blues party!!
Come down & join in the fun!! I don't know how to appreciate blues but I guess it's gonna be nice and fun on that day!! Can't wait to meet the musicians!! Boss is flying off to Thailand at 8am!! I gotta sleep now, ciaos!!
Past few days received a call from here when I was at work. First thing in my mind is like.. 'Fuck, what happen to her again?!' I answered her call and I just heard her crying. My heart sank!
Lots of thoughts going through my mind.. If only.. my heart is big and open enough, If only.. I'm hardworking and rich enough, If only.. I'm good enough, (or am I too good for you)? If only.. I wait longer for you, If only.. I've the courage to face you personally.. HA! What a joke!! In my life and in this world, I don't believe in 'Forever' and 'If only'. I don't care what others gonna say and think about me, I'll always follow the nature and I'll find my answer.
I'm silly, yes I admit! Stupid and dumb, yes I admit too! Too kind and softhearted, yes, that's me!
I can never stop giving her my helping hands just because I'm the only one that could understand her and know what she needs. I could understand what she's going through, acting strong whereby she's not strong at all and needs someone standing strong beside her, (just because we went through real hardship together!) Yeah, I know babylove will pass by my space and I'm not afraid of her reading this, because I don't hide and I don't need to.
Baby is coming out to this world soon, I really don't know why I'm so eager to see the baby and in fact, I would like to love & dotes on the baby. But I know, it's not mine. But who cares!~ I don't know if I'll attend your wedding ceremony as I can't give you any promise and I'm afraid I'll take another pathway. I'm in a mess, very messy status!*TMD!
Another side, I've to be careful with my babylove's feelings and emotional. I know partly is my fault but I'm sorry for giving you a cold shoulder.
Sigh. Somehow or rather, I might give up everything and back to my mom's and bro's side. I miss my house, my family.. My dream and wish list is to built a house. Well.. I could do anything for anyone I love!
Wednesday end up I was at Powerhouse after my work. Baby XT caught me at smoking area and the final conclusion was I partied with XT and Angela till lights on. Now, Angela also start to drink Guinness Draught together with me!! HAHAS!! ^^ Always fun and loves to party with the two cool peeps!! (:
Later part at Cresent.. Ha, I guess I shall not post it here. Waste of time. Coolshit morning at Cresent! Boooos!!
Guess what?! I'm gonna get HTC HD2! All thanks to David's recommendations! Look at the pictures!
Isn't it beautiful!?! Gosh, I'm drooling now!! Check out the videos from Youtube. Though it's kinda long-winded. Ahhh, blah blah blah blah~ Good nights!!
Head home to put our stuffs and last minute changes, we went to East Coast Park instead of Universal Studio. Next Sunday, 16th gonna bring baby to Universal Studio to play whole day! Here comes our second anniversary! (:
I just receive a second anniversary gift (advance, VERY ADVANCE) from baby when I just got home. It's a light pink polo! Thanks babylove! Just had my medicines, off to bed soon! Cheers! (:
You're strong, just like me. But right now, I'm not strong after I read your news. I should be happy for you, you made your wishes came true. But I just can't hide my true feelings inside me. Yes, I admit that I'm sad, my heart is sour and mixture of deep feelings and my mind is blank. Ha! What the hell am I writing here. 20th of June 2010, my heart will be with you for the very last time. Take good care of yourself, stay strong always & CONGRATULATIONS to YOU!!
难过过了天晴朗了, 我就走. 我听见我回头说: 你们要快乐! My blessings to you; 微笑祝福你!!
