I saved your name in my phone as (: - DF

I just can't help it but keep thinking of someone that makes me felt like am his little baby girl since last Saturday morning. The first person that makes me felt so special. I don't have the courage to ask what is his name and what does he do. But yet, he knows everything about me. All I know he's a happy-go-lucky guy, putting a smile on my face everyday.

Self

I don't know why I've the urge to buy PSP for myself and the urge to put tattoos.

I dedicate this to you and I'm trying my best to keep my mind clear.

Play Games!!

I'm still awake and I want to play games like it'll never end. Wireless here is freaking slow and low. Guess I better go to sleep, later gonna be busy night! Nights!

My Blessings..

The whole night I felt so uneasy inside my heart. And everything is all burned, game over. The worst part is that I'm unaware how and what am I feeling now. All I can do is to give you my blessings!

"All I want is for the other person to be happy. I'm grieving and heartbroken, but I understands. No matter what, I will continue to be there for you. There is no fear or taking it back. The love is still there for you even though you decided to go another direction. Living in harmony with the principles of love."

NOTHING IS FOREVER

Today Jenny surprise me with a packet of food while working. Thanks friend!! XD

I'm like very tired but still can't sleep. Looking out from the window, smoking and thinking about some issue. I don't know what's on my mind again. Sigh. Emotions seems like falling back to me again. To delete, it takes a lot of my courage to do so. When then I'll have the courage to do so?.. Well, my blessings to you..

Gotta sleep soon, good night!

Relax Sunday

"I'm a bad and lousy person. I don't worth any single cent to be your friend anyway. So good bye to you and all the best in life! I'll leave for good and you'll never hear from me again."

Went to Cliff & Janice's house warming in the afternoon which I only had 3 hours of sleep after work. Drank Highland Park whisky, makan and relax. Boss send me home and I watched television for the whole night! Looking forward for this coming weekend; shopping for myself! ((:

Be happy and positive, be myself, make my mind clear and fuck care what's going on around me! Cheers!!

Today 2010

Life has been a messed ever since my mom sold the house. In the very first place I argued not to sell away because of the memories I had with someone. But now when I think back, the heavy breakdown is not pulling me down anymore. The scenario and memories all seems to fade away. At least I'm glad where and how am I doing today.

Now I wish I could do what I always wanted to do. Start back all over my savings and a license. This two weeks I'm not going anywhere to party! Because Jenny and I plans to go shopping!! It's been ages since I pamper myself and I could never do so before those days..

Chinese New Year, I'm super not looking forward. And I have to drag myself to visit my mom before the first day of new year. I'm very sure she will keep asking me to stay. Nine days off, shit man. Such a long break!! I thought of going to Batam but I've to take care of my boss's dog as he's going back to Thailand and Sunny going back to Penang. Left me alone in Singapore. )):

Feel like taking up courses to earn some extra income. Alright, I got go for work now and tonight Rock & Roll! Tata!! (:

Yeah! New blog to start! ((: