沒那麼簡單..

I don't know how should I just express it out or either any words to describe it. I just couldn't find a way out for myself. Just one day I met up with Z, everything has changed. Just when the day I started to work at KTV, everything has changed too. My character, my thinking, my feeling, my point of view has changed.

This few days, I'm trying to find back our love but it just didn't work at all. Every time I think of it, I felt so helpless, lost and guilty. I mind about your feelings (not just your feelings). I mind about fairness. I mind a lot of things!!

We seems close it's because today Z had changed to a thoughtful person. Or maybe I would just admit that simple thing Z did, just touch my heart.. Until today, deep inside my heart and my mind is still all about Z. And at this situation now, I'm trying not to ponder anything about my feelings for who and whoever so. Everyday I'm thinking about earning more money and looking for another job.

I hope one day, my feelings for whoever will leave soon.
May it be you or either Z..

完全唱出了我的心聲! 相爱完全没那么容易..

一场游戏 一场梦

不要谈什么分离
我不会因为这样而哭泣
那只是昨夜的一场梦而已

不要说愿不愿意
我不会因为这样而在意
那只是昨夜的一场游戏

那只是一场游戏一场梦
虽然你影子还出现我眼里
在我的歌声中早已没有你

那只是一场游戏一场梦
不要把残缺的爱留在这里
在两个人的世界里不该有你

Hoh~ 为什么道别离　
又说什么在一起
如今虽然没有你　
我还是我自己

说什么此情永不渝
说什么我爱你
如今依然没有你
我还是 我自己

THANK YOU + HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Thanks baby Xintian,
Thanks Angela,
Thanks Jenny
for turning up and the great company on the 29/07/2010

Thanks babylove
for everything you had planned for me.

Nothing special BUT I treasure the company.

My grandma & Her grandma

It's been awhile and I'm here again. Grandma passed away pass few weeks. Bits of memories flash back in my mind and was trying to hold back my tears on the last day when all of us sending her off.

Actually, I would says she's a nice grandma although she would always scold my mom and nag at my bro and me. Somehow I felt regret because we don't really visit her on Chinese New Year which is only once is a year. Every time we shifted house, she would always try her best to find us. Or I would say.. we don't really keep in contact with each other. Till the day she left, then I realize how important is it to keep in contact with the loves one. Family or friends.

After few days, Z's grandma passed away. I wanted to go down visit grandma but my mom overheard my conversation and disallowed me to go. I offer my sincere condolences to your grandma. May them rest in peace.

lilstevie.boss.birthday.celebration.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!!

You're the only boss that would always nag at me to go home even if it's on weekend! BUT!! Thanks for all your care & concern, treating me like your own daughter and never fails to give me good advice and your helping hand. Thanks for taking good care of me always, loves!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS a.k.a lilStevie!! Cheers!! XD

T3

It's been awhile I'm here and lots of pictures is still in the pending list to update my online journal. Well, I'm totally hook on PSP!! After work Sunny bought us to Changi Airport T3 makan and walk around. And she got so hyper out of nowhere and we were like.. -_-|| <- yeah, this expression.

It's just a short update & cheers peeps!!

Lionel Richie - Just For You

Golden days, night was play, pain was all a world away,
we went to school, we learned the rules,
we trusted all they all had to say.
Then life took a turn, we all had to learn,
and we can't go back again.

And my heart is breaking just for you, just for you.
And my arms are open just for you, just for you,
just for you.

God was God, dreams were dreams, life was all cake and ice cream.
Truth was true, and lies were lies, we thought love would never die.
But the world moved on, my illusion's gone,
and I don't know who to blame.

And my heart is breaking just for you, just for you.
And my arms are open just for you, just for you,
And these tears I'm crying are for you, just for you,
just for you.

I'm looking for protection, give me shelter from the storm,
I just hope this light inside me keeps me strong!

And my heart is breaking just for you, just for you.
And my arms are open just for you, just for you,
And these tears I'm crying are for you, just for you,
just for you.

Just for you, oh, my heart is breaking!
And my arms are open,
oh, these tears I'm crying they're just for you.
Oh, yeah!