I don't know how should I just express it out or either any words to describe it. I just couldn't find a way out for myself. Just one day I met up with Z, everything has changed. Just when the day I started to work at KTV, everything has changed too. My character, my thinking, my feeling, my point of view has changed.
This few days, I'm trying to find back our love but it just didn't work at all. Every time I think of it, I felt so helpless, lost and guilty. I mind about your feelings (not just your feelings). I mind about fairness. I mind a lot of things!!
We seems close it's because today Z had changed to a thoughtful person. Or maybe I would just admit that simple thing Z did, just touch my heart.. Until today, deep inside my heart and my mind is still all about Z. And at this situation now, I'm trying not to ponder anything about my feelings for who and whoever so. Everyday I'm thinking about earning more money and looking for another job.
I hope one day, my feelings for whoever will leave soon.
May it be you or either Z..
This few days, I'm trying to find back our love but it just didn't work at all. Every time I think of it, I felt so helpless, lost and guilty. I mind about your feelings (not just your feelings). I mind about fairness. I mind a lot of things!!
We seems close it's because today Z had changed to a thoughtful person. Or maybe I would just admit that simple thing Z did, just touch my heart.. Until today, deep inside my heart and my mind is still all about Z. And at this situation now, I'm trying not to ponder anything about my feelings for who and whoever so. Everyday I'm thinking about earning more money and looking for another job.
I hope one day, my feelings for whoever will leave soon.
May it be you or either Z..
完全唱出了我的心聲! 相爱完全没那么容易..
